Pain slows me downIt is drawing attentionIt controls my thoughtsPain leave me Pain lies to meIt tells me I don't have purposeIt tells me I don't have strengthPain leave me Pain distracts meIt blinds me from what I can changeIt leads me away from LightPain leave me Pain is constantIt never gives upIt feeds on fearPain leave me Pain is from sinIt took Christ from … [Read more...] about Always In Pain
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It’s Your Fault
It's your faultYou made me angryYou made me reactWho's at fault It's your faultYou made me depressedYou made me withdrawnWho's at fault It's your faultYou made me anxiousYou made my heart raceWho's at fault It's your faultI miss opportunitiesI miss successWho's at fault It's your faultI sin too muchI sin without helpIt's all my fault … [Read more...] about It’s Your Fault
I am Immovable
I am afraidI speak of what I can'tI do very little I am immovableI am convictedI speak of what I shouldn'tI do not match my wordsI am immovableI am double-mindedI speak words of judgementI do actions that are convictingI am immovableI need to be courageousI need to do what is rightI need to be consistentI need to move … [Read more...] about I am Immovable
Used to Darkness
Our culture is in a state where it is used to the darkness. Our culture is like how our eyes adjust to a dark room. We live in a country founded on Christian values so there is a glimmer of light in the room. We do not pursue the light. Therefore, we only use the light to bask in the in the darkness. We get used to the moral fabric of our culture heading towards the depths of … [Read more...] about Used to Darkness
I Am Not Aware Poem
I am not aware Blaming others, bitter Blaming myself, depressed This is destructive I am not aware Not caring about others, selfish Not caring about God’s will, stupid This is destructive I am not aware Angry at people trying to control me, hurt Angry at things beyond my control, pointless This is destructive I am not aware Sin against those who hurt me, … [Read more...] about I Am Not Aware Poem